I even write a lot.

Maybe ... lots of nonsenses.

Someone tough .... would most certainly say .... that actually it's more about bullshit than about nonsense ... all what i am saying.

But ... i continue doing it on and on and on.

Without being able to stop myself.

So ... all becomes a trend of communicating ... something without any real value.

I simple allow myself to express all my perceptions .... not being afraid of any reaction.

Unfortunately ... they stopped listening to me.

Somehow ... they all ignore all what i am saying.

They look at me .... but most certainly they stopped themselves listening ... considering that ignoring is the best reaction in front of me.

But ... what really is this nonsense?!

What is this ... "bullshit"?!

I just allow myself to express all ... from my dark side ... whatever that means.

Is that wrong?!

Should i be ashamed?!

Should i stop myself?!

Should i see all ... as a representation of the ... ridiculous ... from my being?!

Maybe ... not.

But also ... maybe is time ... to become more silent.

To have this dialogue ... into my mind.

Or ... write all in books ... mentioning on the cover ... "philosophical essays ... about the nonsense from my heard ... "

So ... i start practicing ... the silence.

But ... deep inside me ... i know that it was all ... talks about ... what i saw when i've explored the darkness ... beyond the boundaries of my being.

And ... yes ... i don't really feel ... ridiculous.

... or ashamed.

I just ... shut up ...

... cause i have enough of hearing the bullshit ... from their replies to me.

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